Got bored, so I thought I should make you also……….Trust me, read this once and I bet you will get fed up but after that please don’t get too compassionate on my clause.
Everything looks blurry. Nothing is perceptible. Are my eyes working all right? This really has to be something distractive; I should rest until it gets corrected. No, I can’t rest; large number of things is making me dejected. I am devastated. This is really not happening. I thought, what I should do, seeing my life going nowhere from here, something fast and furious but at all it couldn’t. I have managed to loll on one side, take my lappy on the other side and start my dreary shits that I used to when I felt alone, but before some months I guess it was not that case; I had everything but I wanted to run away, run away to the dark side of it, which is not so called loneliness, it was silence, and loneliness is never silent, it speaks, it haunts, it make your tear burst inside like your veins. Now I know what it is and trust me I have literally gone down under. Many of you reading this would be shocked of reading this thinking yaar this guy was not used to be like that. But yes, I have my life change…………dad not getting alright; time have stopped and also the main thing that I made love. It never felt because it never lacked before. I am committing because I have realized. These people when come in reality, often they fade away, same is true for happiness because they are generally temporary. When you know everything is ok, you don’t know what is going to happen. I never thought it would come that far, but it did, the memories are hard to throw away. I am not saying I had a breakup, but it is more than that. The scene becomes more excruciating when you know the thing you want, will become yours, but you don’t know how much you have to wait. She says take your intense care when I am not around, but I know she faked. She knew I will not, her cries were almost that much deafening that one can hear outside the phone speakers. Though she said she is ok. I know I can’t make you all understand what went thru in our lives but trust me hearing this you will laugh with your wet eyes. This is as innocent as a baby. I truly miss her and I am waiting, many of my friend said that to move on but I can’t, I have to stay awaited because there is something which is stopping to walk away…………………
Everything looks blurry. Nothing is perceptible. Are my eyes working all right? This really has to be something distractive; I should rest until it gets corrected. No, I can’t rest; large number of things is making me dejected. I am devastated. This is really not happening. I thought, what I should do, seeing my life going nowhere from here, something fast and furious but at all it couldn’t. I have managed to loll on one side, take my lappy on the other side and start my dreary shits that I used to when I felt alone, but before some months I guess it was not that case; I had everything but I wanted to run away, run away to the dark side of it, which is not so called loneliness, it was silence, and loneliness is never silent, it speaks, it haunts, it make your tear burst inside like your veins. Now I know what it is and trust me I have literally gone down under. Many of you reading this would be shocked of reading this thinking yaar this guy was not used to be like that. But yes, I have my life change…………dad not getting alright; time have stopped and also the main thing that I made love. It never felt because it never lacked before. I am committing because I have realized. These people when come in reality, often they fade away, same is true for happiness because they are generally temporary. When you know everything is ok, you don’t know what is going to happen. I never thought it would come that far, but it did, the memories are hard to throw away. I am not saying I had a breakup, but it is more than that. The scene becomes more excruciating when you know the thing you want, will become yours, but you don’t know how much you have to wait. She says take your intense care when I am not around, but I know she faked. She knew I will not, her cries were almost that much deafening that one can hear outside the phone speakers. Though she said she is ok. I know I can’t make you all understand what went thru in our lives but trust me hearing this you will laugh with your wet eyes. This is as innocent as a baby. I truly miss her and I am waiting, many of my friend said that to move on but I can’t, I have to stay awaited because there is something which is stopping to walk away…………………
